I think i made the biggest mistake of my life.
i've only know this seinor (high school) sense the end of july (band camp) and we never really hung out till like a month ago so yeah i really like him but all of my friends say tha he's a man hoe and all that kinda stuff so yeah we began to date a week from yesterday and then like last wen. he broke up wit me bc he was fallin 4 me and how he's gonna b 18 next year so we'll have to break up anyways an i was tore up about it i was so counght up in my feelings that i didnt kno what i was sayin so i thought we'll b f buddys and he said yeah to that...so yeah fri. i stayed after school 4 the football game so did he...we were actin like 5 year olds and played hide and seek...me and him hid and then he just started to make out with me next thing i kno it i've had s*x...great...i wasnt thinkin at all...he didnt even have protection...and i'm not on birth control...i'm only 15...dammit, what if i am? he said he'd gottin into a car acc. and that the doctor's said that there'd only b a 30% chance of him ever havin kids...alot of guys say this...plus what if i was in that 30% range? god help me...